It
was meant to be a special day. I woke up with lots of happiness and was all set
for many beautiful moments. Destiny, I didn’t know, had different plans. A few
minutes later I was to drop and break a glass bottle and let the sharp edge explore
the depth of my upper palm. I could see myself trying everything possible from
applying ice to pressing hard on the cut to stop the bleeding. The blood seemed
to be in no mood to stop. It was quite early in the morning and I guess that
made the clotting process slower.
I
started to get worried. Images of me getting drained of the precious drops of life
and blanking out before I could reach out for help started doing rounds in my
mind. I could even see a faint image of a tombstone at the very end of my
imagination. Weird are the ways of human brain.
As
the blood flow continued and my imaginations working overtime, I could see
something else happening. Along with the stream of blood that was flowing I
could see a few other emotions getting drained as well. I could see a tiny ego
that I developed against my sweetheart for something she said the other day,
peeping out and dropping to the floor along with the drops of blood, hitting
head first.
I
could see the times I spent worrying about insignificant nothings finding its
destiny along with the ego earlier.
I
could see the challenges in my faith getting totally wiped out along with those
tiny drops of life and me getting closer to my Creator.
I
could see the uncertainties in life telling me clearly that this is the moment
of truth and I need to learn to live in the now than worrying about tomorrow.
I
could see the faces of those in office or otherwise against whom I held
grudges, smiling at me and saying that it doesn’t matter anymore.
I
could also see all those times I said no to my kids and how it could’ve been
better if I had spent more time with them.
Many
more such moments did a parade right in front of my mind’s eye. Before I
totally drained myself off these life defining moments and life giving drops, I
called my wife. She swiftly came and applied the first aid procedures as
required. Soon enough the bleeding stopped!
She
looked at me and heard the whole story. I am yet to figure out the barrage of
emotions that crossed her face.
Nevertheless
she looked at me with loads of empathy and asked me to get ready to go to a
nearby hospital.
She
then came closer and whispered in my ear, Happy Birthday!
That’s
the moment I realized how a special day almost turned into a nightmare. All the
more important was the fact that life reminded me of the need to clear my
emotional debts.
May
this day help you think of the emotional debts you would’ve accumulated and take
steps to clear them before it is too late!
God
bless.
